Cant you see what you mean to me

A flower is nothing without its beauty,

A life is nothing without its mystery,

Don’t you worry, I’ll be there when you’ll need me,

Cant you see what you mean to me,

When I’m alone, I don’t know what to do,

So for a while, I think about you,

I’m the door to which you are the key,

Cant you see what you mean to me,

I see you before the sun could shine,

You are the heaven, that is only mine,

Without you this life is hell to me,

Cant you see what you mean to me,

Just fly to me, because you are my fairy,

As you visit me in my dreams daily,

A touch of you bring life to me,

Cant you see what you mean to me,

I began to feel the loneliness,

When I lost your kindness,

I didn’t know where I wanted to be,

Cant you see what you mean to me,

You become my eyes when I see,

You become my heart when I feel,

You are the one who completes me,

Cant you see what you mean to me.

Reclaiming Dreams

Don't we all have dreams? Some things we want to achieve in our lives. But seldom we let ourselves pursue them. We consider the people who actually make a run for it, LUCKY!

But the fact is, we have to do something. I came across a post, regarding what holds you back from your dreams. The link is at the end of this post. I agree with it. But, things can be difficult because circumstances are different with everybody. But, the possibility is there. It is. 

The only basic reason for not doing it is that we start doubting it. Uncertainty comes into action. But here is a line from that post that puts up the right thing so clearly:

"No one knows how to make their desires real prior to taking the first step. Knowing comes from doing. Paths are made by walking."

So, we got to give them a try, most of us are busy, in work and home life. or studies and home life. But, if we really want something, i mean really really want it, at least we can take few steps in that direction. Just to see, just to KNOW, if that's the path you want. 

The examples (given in the post) for having doubts and not being able to step forward are:

• Not knowing what will happen if you fail.
• Being afraid of going for what you want.
• Lack of belief in yourself.
• Fear of being wrong.
• And yes, sometimes even fear of success.

And, I agree with them. Thinking clearly is very important. Being uncertain is not. 

Someone once told me, taking risks is really important (calculated ones though). We should. 

An Eagle wont know for sure that she can fly, unless she pushes herself into the air out of the nest. (of course better to have someone to make the push, that helps. A lot).

So, go for it... go go go! :)

Link: Reclaiming your dreams, its time to come alive

Thought cycle

And, I vanished yet again. I really don't like doing that. But I just get busy (yeah, its an excuse). I got hung up with work, home and of course myself. I always ask myself, how do myself keep me busy..?

Well, its that continuous thought process. Literally continuous. I am just busy chasing one thought and the another, and the cycle goes on. Mostly in pursuit of positivity, and reasons. They say thinking is good, but they also say over-thinking is not good. I totally agree. 

Now about controlling it. Well, if its really natural you can't contain it. You can't stop it once and for all. So what do I do ?

I give it directions. I give it magnitude. I give it motivation. Easy said than done eh? Hehe. :)

But, no harm in giving it a try. I have been doing it now successfully, err.. Partially for now :) It does take some time. Some patience.

Since I know it can be done, will master it. Thoughts can be productive. I am sure everybody else can. Now this post is just a thread out of that thought process. 

Point is, do think, its good. Do reason, but don’t over-do it. Like everything should be in balance, so this should also be. It won't be in balance for granted. We have to do it, until it becomes a part of you. Just like you learn to balance a bicycle, and then you do it automatically.

Do mediate. Don't over do it. :) Just give your thoughts a little room. Close your eyes. And let your mind wander a while. Don't choke it. But at the same time don't let it go wild (wild in the sense it starts disturbing you, exceptionally for creative work you can :D).

Peace.

P.S: This "me and myself" thing, reminds of a poem of mine My Asylum. :)

Pearl Jam - Release

This song is surreal. The feel of it, carried me away. Been listening to it for quite some time now. The live performance I am sharing, is magestic. I wish that I were there. The lyrics are strong. Deep. Intriguing. Putting them here as well...

The Lyrics

Pearl Jam - Release

Father...ooh...oh...oh...

I see the world, feel the chill

Which way to go, windowsill

I see the worlds on a rocking horse of time

I see the verse in the rain

Ohh...ohh...ohh...ohh...

Oh, dear dad, can you see me now

I am myself, like you somehow

Ill ride the wave where it takes me

Ill hold the pain...

Release me...

Ohh...ohh...ohh...ohh...

Oh, dear dad, can you see me now

I am myself, like you somehow

Ill wait up in the dark for you to speak to me

Ill open up...

Release me...

Release me...

Ohh...ohh...ohh...ohh...

Some changes are for good...

Some people get scared of the changes happening around them. Some can't handle them, just being scared with the thought that why are they happening? and what would they do about it? They get scared of the thoughts like, whats next? what would be the result of the change? Then the ultimate thought arises, that is it for the good or the bad??

But to be on the best side of things, instead of thinking, that this change would be about something bad in your life, its better to think positive, and hopeful. Because thinking hopeless wont help, so there is no harm in giving a chance to your hopeful, and consistent positive thoughts. Just think, make it your state of mind, that you will get the best out of the change, because some changes in life are the blessings in disguise. Changes seem initially unacceptable, but as the time moves on, they turn out pretty well. 

Every human deserves the best out of life. If its not happening, thinking negative won't help either, so the best bargain is you keep your mind hopeful for the good things. Because thinking negative will only make you feel worse, not better, not ready. Instead, being hopeful, also makes you feel better.

Accept the changes, work with them. Expect the best output. Expect the best for yourself. Expect the best of you.

Good luck to all.

Peace!